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Peter Petrelli
You scored 54 Idealism, 58 Nonconformity, 33 Nerdiness

Do you ever... get the feeling that you were meant to do something extraordinary?
Congratulations, you're Peter Petrelli! You are a compassionate, idealistic person, which is great. You're searching for your identity and purpose in life, and you have a strong desire to be special, and do something great for the world. You're a bit on the emo side, but you have the best of intentions. Your best quality: Empathy Your worst quality: EMO




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These are all from Diane Von Furstenburg.






From Mango.

ALL are on my wishlist....Sighhhhh. I love you, dresses.....Please let me be able to afford you...

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Say Goodbye by Jordan Knight and Deborah Gibson

Jordan

Yeah
I've been so lost lately
I don't really understand baby
Wher did I go wrong
I wanna talk to you
Please call
Deborah
Where do I begin with you
after all that we've been through
I don't think that it would be right if we
got together so suddenly
Jordan
I wish that I could take back all the things that I said
and replace them with simply I love you instead

Deborah
You don't wanna say goodbye
But you never really seem like you wanna try
Jordan
But I only wanted you to stay
then I let you just slip away
Deborah
If you didn't listen to your heart inside
then it really doesn't matter what was on your mind
and if you need me then tell me why
Jordan
Girl, I never meant to say goodbye
Mmm Oh yeah

Jordan
I think about the past baby
Why we couldn't make it last, lady
I know you still have doubts
But I'm gonna prove that we can work things out
Deborah
I wanna be sure that you know what you put me through
and reveal that you intend to never let me down again
Jordan
It's clear to me and I can't ignore
that I have to give you something I couldn't before

Deborah
You don't wanna say goodbye
But you never really seem like you wanna try
Jordan
But I only wanted you to stay
then I let you just slip away
Deborah
If you didn't listen to your heart inside
then it really doesn't matter what was on your mind
and if you need me then tell me why
Jordan
Girl, I never meant to say goodbye

Deborah
I didn't think that we would come to this
Jordan
Ooh, no
Your eyes, your face, your smile is what I miss
Deborah
Why'd you wait so long to take me back
Deborah & Jordan
It's all a simple misunderstanding

Deborah
You don't wanna say goodbye
But you never really seem like you wanna try (Never wanna try)
Jordan
But I only wanted you to stay
then I let you just slip away
Deborah
If you didn't listen to your heart inside
then it really doesn't matter what was on your mind
and if you need me then tell me why
Jordan
Girl, I never meant to say goodbye

Deborah
You don't wanna say goodbye
But you never really seem like you wanna try (But I never meant to say)
Jordan
But I only wanted you to stay
then I let you just slip away
Deborah
If you didn't listen to your heart inside (Never meant to see you cry, never meant to say)
then it really doesn't matter what was on your mind
and if you need me then tell me why
Jordan
Girl, I never meant to say goodbye


PS: Thanks Mich for the awesome song. :) Glorious lyrics, glorious music. 
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Somewhere there's speaking
It's already coming in
Oh and it's rising at the back of your mind
You never could get it
Unless you were fed it
Now you're here and you don't know why

But under skinned knees and the skid marks
Past the places where you used to learn
You howl and listen
Listen and wait for the
Echoes of angels who won't return


Chorus
He's everything you want
He's everything you need
He's everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
He says all the right things
At exactly the right time
But he means nothing to you
And you don't know why

You're waiting for someone
To put you together
You're waiting for someone to push you away
There's always another wound to discover
There's always something more you wish he'd say

But you'll just sit tight
And watch it unwind
It's only what you're asking for
And you'll be just fine
With all of your time
It's only what you're waiting for

Out of the island
Into the highway
Past the places where you might have turned
You never did notice
But you still hide away
The anger of angels who won't return
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"When It All Falls Apart" by The Veronicas

I'm having the day from hell,
It wasn't all going so well (before you came)
And you told me you needed space,
With a kiss on the side my face (not again)
And not to mention (the tears I shed)
But I should have kicked your (ass instead)
I need intervention
Attention to stop temptation to scream

Cause baby
Everything is F'ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No

Don't know where I parked my car
Don't know who my real friends are (anymore)
I put my faith in you
What a stupid thing to do (when it rains it pours)
And not to mention (I drank too much)
I'm feeling hung over (and out of touch)
I need intervention
Attention to stop temptation to scream

Cause baby
Everything is F'ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No

Can it be easier?
Can I just change my life?
Cause it just seems to go bad everytime
Will I be mending?
another one ending once again

Everything is F'ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No [x2]

Falls apart
Gotta pick myself up 'cause things are messed up

No, this isn't anything to worry about. :) Just thought that this is the perfect song to describe what happened long ago. Yea. January 3rd 2006 to be exact. 
Before this ultimate 'ending' song, it was Kelly Clarkson's Behind These Hazel Eyes. Except of course my eyes aren't hazel. 

Funny how I can find all these 'ultimate ending' songs a long time after. Hmmm...

Again, nothing to worry about. Things are going great and work has finally ended! Yippee!!! I'll be dancing in the streets again (and not bloody flooded KL ones, mind you). 
Today, its not exactly pink cotton candy but its around blueberry cream puffs. :) Don't mind me, I'm rambling off again.
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Stolen from Sophers because my exams are over and I'm looking for mindless fun. :)

200. My middle name is:
don't have one, sadly. :(

199. I was born on:
6th Feb 1986

198. I am:
on a high from post exam enjoyment

197. My cell phone company is:
O2

196. My eye color is: 
Dark brown

195. My shoe size is:
UK 8, US 10

194. My ring size is:
Large? Lol.

193. My height is:
5 ft 8"

192. I am allergic to:
large doses of alcohol. :P and err...that chinese medicine thingy you put on your ulcers.

191. I was born in:
PJ

190. I live in:
Subang Jaya. Currently in Uni of Warwick

189. The last book I read:
The Pact by Jodi Picoult. Depressing stuff.

188. My bed is: 
Annoyingly giving me backaches.

187. One thing I know for sure about the opposite sex:
they like girls. and sometimes guys. Hahaa.

186. I am glad I'm my sex because:
I can shop like mad and get away with it. I can call PMS and get away with it. ;)

185. Favorite fast food joint:
McD's.

184. What song are you listning to right now?
Aller plus haut  by Lara Fabian and Mario Frangoulis.

183. Is there cruise control in your car?
Yes.

182. Do you like cruise control?
I never use it.

181. What would you love to be doing right now? 
Right now? Be with him...

180. Are you excited about anything?
Post exam partying. Road trips. Going home. Road trips back home.

179. My favorite Holiday is:
One where you explore fully, yet you do NOTHING but laze and lay back and enjoy.

178. The perfect kiss is:
when you don't want to come up for air but kiss somemore and smile and laugh while doing it.

177. The last three cd's I bought are:
Oh goshh. Hmmm...ermmm......hee. :P

176. Last song that made me cry was:
Jars of Clay - Flood

175,174, and 173: Tea break! :D

172. My most treasured possession is:
My faith

171. What is your favorite color? 
I dont have a favourite.

170. What did you do last night:
Partied.

169. What kind of car does your sister drive?
MY car.

168. Does your sister's car have cruise control?
Yes, because it is MY car.

167. My skin's reaction to the sun is (tan/burn):
TAN. really really brown and black. :P


Where are you #166-144!

::::I Do (YES)/Do Not (NO) Believe In:::::

143. Santa?
No.

142. Love at first sight?
No.

141. Luck?
No.

140. Fate?
Yes

139. God?
Yes.

138. Aliens?
No

137. Heaven?
Yes.

136. Hell?
Yes.

135. Ghosts?
Yes.

134. Horoscopes?
No

133. Soulmates?
Yes.

:::::Which is Better?:::::

132. Vikings or Packers?
Eh?

131. Paper clips or safety pins?
Paper clips

130. Internet or television?
Internet.

129. Hugs or Kisses?
Kisses

128. Drunk or high?
High.

127. Phone or Online:
Phone.

126. Red heads or Black hair?
Black.

125. Blondes or Brunettes:
Brunettes

124. Hot or cold:
Hot

123. Summer or winter:
Summer

122. Coffee or tea:
Tea.

121. Chocolate or vanilla:
Chocolate

120. Night or Day:
Day

119. Oranges or Apples:
Apples.

118. Curly or Straight hair:
Hmmm depends.

:::::Here's What I Think About:::::

117. Politics:
It just has to be corrupted one way or another

116. Abortion:
Is murder. But I guess if its gonna ruin your life, then I guess you have no choice. But in the first place, its YOUR responsibility for not getting yourself knocked up.

115. Backstabbers:
we all are.

114. Parents: 
The sole ones you can always count on.

113. Ipods: 
Overpriced but stylish. :)

112. Diets:
don't work. hehee. Exercise works.

111. Myspace:
helps promote people like Emceedavid. LOL.

110. School:
Miss it.

::::Last time I:::

109. Drank beer:
Last night

108. Smoked pot:
Never.

107. Ate pizza: 
3 weeks ago 

106. Went to a party:
A proper party? Wow. February.

105. Went to another country:
April. Italy

104. Played a video game:
Hahaha. Worms 2 rawks. :P

103. Kissed someone:
Not recent enough

102. Last time I hugged someone:
Not recent enough

101. Seen someone I haven't seen in a while: 
Yung! :) 

100. Cried in front of someone:
A while ago.

99. Grew:
I stopped growing in Form 5.

::::MISC::::

98. Do you like anchovies?
No

97. What's your favorite Starbucks drink?
Caramel Frap

96. What's the last restaurant you ate at?
Nando's in Birm

95. What's your favorite shampoo?
Rejoice Rich

94. What is your favorite board game?
Risk

93. Running or walking? 
Walking

92. What games do you have on your cell phone?
Nada

91. What is your dream car?
The Volvo C70

90. Who is the ditziest person you know:
Denise v Steph *grin*

89. Who makes you laugh the most:
All these people here.

Where are you #88!

87. One thing I'm mad about right now is:
Having to wait till I'm back to shop in see everyone and shop in Mango.

86. Do you like your neighbors?
Opposite my flat, yes. Both of them next to me, not really.

85. Dasani or Aquafina? 
Eh?

84. Coke or Pepsi?
Coke.

83. The last movie I saw in the theater was:
The Da Vinci Code.

82. The thing I don't understand is:
Why do emotions run high during exams.

81. Do you have a leatherman?
No?

80. The most unsatisfactory answer I've ever received:
"Fine"

79. The one thing I love about the opposite sex is:
Patience and strength. Yes.

78. What is a good age to get married?
26

77. Do you shower daily?
Of course

76. This summer I am:
GOING HOME. :) Working. Shopping. Eating. Meeting friends. Road trip-ing.

75. Something I will really miss when I leave home is:
Family. Friends. Food.

74. The thing that I'm looking forward to the most:
After the 13th of June.

73. Tomorrow: 
Sleep in and watch Grey's Anatomy

72. Today:
Watch Grey's Anatomy

71. Next Summer:
Hopefully, an internship in the UK

70. Next Week:
Enjoying post exam enjoyment. ;)

69. Who was your favorite high school teacher?
Hmmm...I dont really have a favourite.

68. How many years till your ten year reunion?
From high school? 7 years

67. People call me:
Sush, Sushi, Sushie Bushie, Sushie Dushie Kushie Wushie (yes, thanks Steph :P), Hsien.

Where are you #66-63!

62. The person who knows the most about me is:
Mich, Tanya

61. The person that can read me the best is:
Tanya, Old Man, Mich, The Girls.

60. The most difficult thing to do is:
heal

59. I have gotten a speeding ticket: 
No

58. Have you ever been to Texas?
No.

57. Have you ever been to New York?
No.

56. My zodiac sign is:
Aquarius

55. The first person I thought I was in love with was:
Him. Haha. :)


Where are you #54!

53. The one person who can't hide things from me:
Ermm...I dont want to be over confident about this, so no one.


Where are you #52!

51. Right now I am talking to:
Mish


Where are you #50-49!

48. I have/will get a job at:
An accounting firm

47. I have these pets:
A dog who is back home up to no good. :P

46. I hope:
that my summer will be the best.

45. The worst sound in the world:
the bloody fire alarm

44.The person that makes me cry the most is:
so many things.


Where are you #43-36!

35. Florida or Hawaii:
Hawaii

34. What happened to questions 36-43?
wtf

33. My favorite piece of clothing:
My Selfridge jeans.

32. My favorite sport is:
Tennis. I love the adrenaline of watching and playing.

31. Last time I cried: 
about 2 weeks back


Where are you #30-29!

28. The school I go to is:
Warwick is da bomb. :P but first year is overr... *sob*

27. Last person I got mad at:
That person.

26. How many fingers do you have?
lol. 10

25. What is your favorite Christmas carol?
What Child Is This

24. What is your favorite Christmas movie?
The Nutcracker Prince

23. Brocolli or Carrots?
Brocolli

22. The all-time best movie is: 
Remember the Titans

21. The all-time best thing in the world is:
People who care for you


Where are you #20!

19. The most annoying thing ever is:
mess

HOW YOU FEEL:

18. The most annoying person you know is: 
That one person who constantly pisses you off in everything they do.

17. I lose all respect for people who:
Have no fucking identity.

16. The movies I have cried at are:
The Notebook., Walk to Remember, The Nutcracker Prince, Phantom of the Opera, and a few more which i cant recall right now.

15. Closest friends names:
Tanya, Mich, Old Man, The Girls.

14. TV show you watch:
Grey's, OTH, OC, DH

13. Favorite web site:
right now? Roland Garros.com

12. I want to be:
successful

11. The worst pain I was ever in was:
hmmmm....

10. My favorite phrase: 
Bloody hell!

9. My room is:
MY space

8. My favorite celebrity is:
Johnny Depp

7. My love belongs to:
God, family, friends

6. My biggest turn on is:
connection

5. My weakness is:
Shoes, bags

4. What turns me off is:
Foul language

3. Who broke your heart?
You

2. I filled out 200 questions because? 
My exams are OVER

1. What do you regret most?
That.


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My LJ is such a wonderful place to release.

Ahhhhhhhhhh.

Bliss. :)

Rants, highs, lows, grave digging lows, soars, bitching, likes, loves, tempts.

The basic joy. My blogdrive is way too public already.

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Things I'm gonna do in the UK after my finals:

1. Shop
2. Party with the girls
3. Visit Aunt Sally in Milton Keynes
4. Go and buy Ben's Cookies in Leamington
5. Eat a Subway sandwich and sit down under the sun
6. Do NOTHING.
7. Watch Prison Break.
8. Pack up stuff
9. Go to London and: a) Watch Phantom of the Opera
                                       b) Collect Pat's PS2 games from Vin
                                       c) Have dinner with Aunty Beans
                                       d) Walk around London hand in hand
10. Shop . :)

Next up, list of food I'm gonna eat back home. And then, stuff I'm gonna do back HOME.

                                 

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"Save the Best for Last" by Vanessa Williams

Sometimes the snow comes down in June
Sometimes the sun goes round the moon
I see the passion in your eyes
Sometimes it's all a big surprise

Cause there was a time when all I did was wish
You'd tell me this was love
It's not the way I hoped or how I planned
But somehow it's enough

And now we're standing face-to-face
Isn't this world a crazy place
Just when I thought our chance had passed
You go and save the best for last

All of the nights you came to me
When some silly girl had set you free
I wondered how you'd make it through
I wondered what was wrong with you

Cause how could you give your love to someone else
And share your dreams with me
Sometimes the very thing you're looking for
Is the one thing you can't see 


"What Hurts The Most" by Rascal Flatts

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do

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Taken from Su Ann. And because I'm sick of doing QMA for now.

1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought?
Damn my hair is long.

2. When is the next time you will have sex?
Sorry, but I don't believe in PMS.

3.Whats a word that rhymes with door?
Four.

4. Favorite planet?
Ermm...Earth?

5. Who is the 3rd person on your missed call list on your mobile?
Sky.

6. What is your favorite ring on your phone?
Josh Groban's Canto Alla Vita. :)

7. What shirt are you wearing?
My tennis light blue tank top. Just came back from jogging.

8. Do you "label" yourself?
Ermm...compulsive?

9. Name the brand of shoes you're currently wearing?
No shoes, my dear. The room is carpeted.

10. Bright or Dark room?
Bright.

11. What do you think about the person who took this survey?
aNn is either very hyper or very melancholy in her posts. :) She's one good friend.

12. take a break...
Have a KitKat. Hehe. Although I know the line is supposed to be "have a break..."

13. What were you doing at midnight last night?
QMA, MSNing.

14. What did your last text message you received on your mobile say?
Tanya: hey no whee i can get it!!

15. Where is your letter box?
Downstairs in the main post box area.

16. What's a word that you say a lot?
Shit.

17.Who told you he/she loved you last?
He did.

18. Last furry thing you touched?
Ermm...the carpet?

19. How many drugs have you done in the last three days?
nada.

20. How many rolls of film do you need to get developed?
None. 21st Century, babe. Digital.

21. Favorite age you have been so far?
Twenty. Definitely twenty. :)

22. Your worst enemy?
Fat.

23. What is your current desktop picture
The Summer Palace in Beijing

24. What was the last thing you said to someone?
I'll see you tomorrow.

25. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to fly, which would you do?
Hmm....million bucks. Sorry. Man wasn't made to fly lah k. :P Hehehe.

26. Do you like someone?
Yes.

27. Are you dating them?
Yes.

28. If the last person you spoke to was getting shot at, would you jump in front of the bullet for them?
Maybe?

29. If you could punch one person in the face who's in your life right now, who would it be?
I punch people every day. *grin*

30. What is the closest object to your left foot?
My QMA file. Sad innit?
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